The last coupld of days have been hard with Caden. Well, yesterday mostly. Today was okay. We are waiting to have him evaluated by an occupational and speech therapist to find out if he has a sensory processing disorder. The Dr.'s in Missoula have been wondering, and I have been wondering, so we will hopefully soon find out. He just seems to have days/times when something sets him off, but we can't figure out what. On days like that, like yesterday, all he seems to do all day is scream, cry, yell, bite, slam himself on the floor, etc. I, in turn, cry and cry and cry some more. I don't know how to handle him; I either become really sad, depressed, or angry. I don't know if he just has major two year old behavioral issues, or something more, which means that I don't know how to take care of the issues. If there is something more going on, we need to know what and know how to solve it. So as it stands now, we are just waiting. I'm sure that no one needed that much info, but I have no one who understands any of this stuff with him, and I need an outlet where I can vent.
I am sick and tired of taking him to the children's room at church and having them tell me about his fits, him taking other kids' crayons, coloring on their pictures, as well as a multitude of other bad behaviors. I try to explain that he is not your average two year old, but that doesn't seem to matter to them. I guess that this means that if you are not an average two year old, you had better not attend their Sunday School thing. So until we figure things out, I don't really think that we are very welcome at church. I'm not so sure I want to be welcome in a place that won't even try to accomodate a little boy that needs a little extra help anyway.
Enough about that. We are so happy in our house! It's so nice to have our own space! We are all loving it. I am actually excited for spring, I can't wait to plant things, to have a yard. I'll post some pictures of the house after some of the boxes are gone.